2017, april 2016

The Decision to Fight

April 2014... we made the decision to fight! We weren't going to listen to doctors or social workers or even family members and friends that said maybe we should just let "nature take its course"...We were guided into the direction of termination because IF our son even survives this pregnancy, he will be born with many… Continue reading The Decision to Fight

2017

The “I AM” wall

Entering into the Children's Hospital, there are large photos of little patients with huge success stories. On each canvas there is a statement that says "I AM ...." and it displays a word with a short description of the child's journey and what they had overcome. I remember May 2014, it was the first time… Continue reading The “I AM” wall

2017

I cried a little

Finally! I cried.... at least a little. It wasn't long. I cried for maybe a minute! I was watching a video about organ donation and it made me cry. lol. The video showed a man crossing items off a bucket list that his donor had made before passing. I began thinking about all the things my… Continue reading I cried a little

2017

APRIL 4TH 2014

  I bet you would have NO IDEA that my heart was shattered into a MILLION pieces in this picture, on this day, three years ago. Seeing the twins on ultrasound, knowing what was wrong with Matthew and hearing that neither would survive. (I have perfected my "fake" smile over the years. This was only… Continue reading APRIL 4TH 2014