2018

How did He allow this?

I'm reading the book by Lysa Terkeurst called It's Not Supposed To Be This Way   and literally FOUR pages into this book has already given me such validation and hope. She talks about the disappointments that we go through in life and how sometimes, when going through some of the hardest and most difficult… Continue reading How did He allow this?

2018

Life will always be hard

I have read so many articles and Instagram posts and facebook posts about special needs moms and how they miss out on everything because of the "life they live". I have read posts from moms in similar positions and circumstances as me in private facebook groups and have read over comments giving advice about what… Continue reading Life will always be hard

2018

Jesus Wept.

In John 11, The death of Lazarus is told. Lazarus was Mary and Martha's brother who had fallen very sick. Lazarus died and Jesus went to him days after he had already been dead. Mary and Martha were mourning his death and had been sobbing upon Jesus' arrival. John 11:32-33 says: (32)"Then, when Mary came… Continue reading Jesus Wept.

2018

The greatest moment I trusted God

I have written before about when I had to give my son back to God. Matthew was only three months old and nothing was working to keep him alive. The machines stopped working, his surgical incisions broke and burst, the dialysis catheter was not working, his lungs were slowly being filled with fluid and his… Continue reading The greatest moment I trusted God

2018

Who takes care of mommy?

I started this post about 2 or 3 wks ago when I was really sick. I had a really bad head cold, cough, bronchitis... it was nasty. And I was feeling really crappy about my life. I needed help with taking care of this kids but I literally had no one to help me. No… Continue reading Who takes care of mommy?