2019

getting through the miracle

"There are medical miracles. Being worshippers of the altar of science, we don't like to believe miracles exist. But they do. Things happen. We can't explain them, we can't control them, but they do happen. Miracles do happen in medicine. They happen everyday, just not always when we need them to happen. At the end… Continue reading getting through the miracle

2019

Dont take it personal

For years, I HAD to be in this isolation. My own little bubble. I relied on my faith to get me through the fight I was battling. For years, life felt like it was a battle of faith against reality. Reality was beating me down. It was mean. It was excruciatingly painful. It was annoying.… Continue reading Dont take it personal

2018

PTSD and the NICU

I have been seeing a few articles about PTSD and the NICU lately. I read only one of them because it is a topic that I am very familiar with and a topic I really don't like talking about. All of us moms who have gone through the NICU, no matter when we did, no… Continue reading PTSD and the NICU

2019

Get to the Light

There is light at the end of the tunnel. You can see it. It’s there. It’s just... the tunnel sucks!! This is the path less chosen. In fact, I don’t think anyone chooses to go through this darkness. But there are the chosen few. God knew what HE was doing when He made you. When… Continue reading Get to the Light

2018

How did He allow this?

I'm reading the book by Lysa Terkeurst called It's Not Supposed To Be This Way   and literally FOUR pages into this book has already given me such validation and hope. She talks about the disappointments that we go through in life and how sometimes, when going through some of the hardest and most difficult… Continue reading How did He allow this?