2019

Get to the Light

There is light at the end of the tunnel. You can see it. It’s there. It’s just... the tunnel sucks!! This is the path less chosen. In fact, I don’t think anyone chooses to go through this darkness. But there are the chosen few. God knew what HE was doing when He made you. When… Continue reading Get to the Light

2018

How did He allow this?

I'm reading the book by Lysa Terkeurst called It's Not Supposed To Be This Way   and literally FOUR pages into this book has already given me such validation and hope. She talks about the disappointments that we go through in life and how sometimes, when going through some of the hardest and most difficult… Continue reading How did He allow this?

2018

Life will always be hard

I have read so many articles and Instagram posts and facebook posts about special needs moms and how they miss out on everything because of the "life they live". I have read posts from moms in similar positions and circumstances as me in private facebook groups and have read over comments giving advice about what… Continue reading Life will always be hard

2018

The Mask

Remove the mask... live your true self... someone  told me this and I just had to write about it. Because.... this is how I have been living my life. With a mask on. A smiley mask that makes me look like I am just getting through it all with a great attitude, no worry and… Continue reading The Mask

2018

It will never get easier part two

It’s been 4 years and this day has never gotten easier to reminisce about. I remember hearing the alarms going off.. staff rushing in.. the Nurse Practitioner coming straight towards me and sitting me down sternly. The concern on the NICU nurses face.. she was looking at me and shaking her head as if saying,… Continue reading It will never get easier part two