2018

Jesus Wept.

In John 11, The death of Lazarus is told. Lazarus was Mary and Martha's brother who had fallen very sick. Lazarus died and Jesus went to him days after he had already been dead. Mary and Martha were mourning his death and had been sobbing upon Jesus' arrival. John 11:32-33 says: (32)"Then, when Mary came… Continue reading Jesus Wept.

2018

The greatest moment I trusted God

I have written before about when I had to give my son back to God. Matthew was only three months old and nothing was working to keep him alive. The machines stopped working, his surgical incisions broke and burst, the dialysis catheter was not working, his lungs were slowly being filled with fluid and his… Continue reading The greatest moment I trusted God

2018, Uncategorized

Be Still….

I have had to make some crazy decisions these last few months and I have yet to make the biggest decision yet. I really don't know what I should do. My life has been turned upside down these last few years. And last year, while dangling upside down, I was being shook to make sure… Continue reading Be Still….

2018

Who takes care of mommy?

I started this post about 2 or 3 wks ago when I was really sick. I had a really bad head cold, cough, bronchitis... it was nasty. And I was feeling really crappy about my life. I needed help with taking care of this kids but I literally had no one to help me. No… Continue reading Who takes care of mommy?

2018

Hmm

Sooo.. I have been staring at this blank screen for days now. I have had so much to say but feel like I just can't express it. I can't seem to find the right words. And it's not anything specific. I have so much to say, but don't quite know how to say it all.… Continue reading Hmm