2019

getting through the miracle

"There are medical miracles. Being worshippers of the altar of science, we don't like to believe miracles exist. But they do. Things happen. We can't explain them, we can't control them, but they do happen. Miracles do happen in medicine. They happen everyday, just not always when we need them to happen. At the end… Continue reading getting through the miracle

2019

Dont take it personal

For years, I HAD to be in this isolation. My own little bubble. I relied on my faith to get me through the fight I was battling. For years, life felt like it was a battle of faith against reality. Reality was beating me down. It was mean. It was excruciatingly painful. It was annoying.… Continue reading Dont take it personal

2016

I keep telling myself…

I keep telling myself that we are going to make it. That everything will be okay. I keep giving myself pep talks that this is just one thing. That this is just a "bump in the road". I keep telling myself that this isn't the life that I am supposed to be living. Not like… Continue reading I keep telling myself…

2017

Our big announcement 

The day we have been waiting for since I was pregnant with the twins is now coming true. We were told Matthew would not survive the pregnancy and he would most likely take Callia with him. We told doctors that, although grateful and confident in their God given skill, our faith was in God. HE… Continue reading Our big announcement 

2017

Today. Test day! 

March 28, 2017 Today. Today has actually happened. It's a day I have waited for years to hear. The day we are told that there is a MATCH for Matthew to receive a kidney!! I heard it today. I heard those words be told directly to me. "We are a match." My heart felt like… Continue reading Today. Test day!