2018

Hope for the Best…

Let's just be honest. Doubt sucks! Having any kind of doubt in anything or anybody just plain sucks!! Because you have hope in things and you have hope in people and circumstances... but there is always that small little crumb of doubt that sticks to the corner of your thoughts. One of my favorite quotes or sayings I used… Continue reading Hope for the Best…

2018

The Mask

Remove the mask... live your true self... someone  told me this and I just had to write about it. Because.... this is how I have been living my life. With a mask on. A smiley mask that makes me look like I am just getting through it all with a great attitude, no worry and… Continue reading The Mask

2018

Dealing With The Fall

Dealing with the fall.... We try so hard to "get over it" and we try so hard to "move on" and we try to do it FAST!!!! But one thing we don't do is actually deal with it all. In fact most of us, me included, actually DWELL in it. We don't deal with it,… Continue reading Dealing With The Fall

2018

It will never get easier part two

It’s been 4 years and this day has never gotten easier to reminisce about. I remember hearing the alarms going off.. staff rushing in.. the Nurse Practitioner coming straight towards me and sitting me down sternly. The concern on the NICU nurses face.. she was looking at me and shaking her head as if saying,… Continue reading It will never get easier part two

2018

Jesus Wept.

In John 11, The death of Lazarus is told. Lazarus was Mary and Martha's brother who had fallen very sick. Lazarus died and Jesus went to him days after he had already been dead. Mary and Martha were mourning his death and had been sobbing upon Jesus' arrival. John 11:32-33 says: (32)"Then, when Mary came… Continue reading Jesus Wept.