2018

What if…

What if... everything you are going through right now is preparing you for what you asked for... what if it's preparing you for what you are praying for? This was on my heart a few weeks ago. What if.... "For if you remain completely silent at this time, relief and deliverance will arise for the… Continue reading What if…

2016

I keep telling myself…

I keep telling myself that we are going to make it. That everything will be okay. I keep giving myself pep talks that this is just one thing. That this is just a "bump in the road". I keep telling myself that this isn't the life that I am supposed to be living. Not like… Continue reading I keep telling myself…

2017

God’s Specialty

​Ahhh. This one hit me hard right now. I cant stop crying. Lol. Jesus, you know what to say and when to say it. Ahh.  I thought the "after transplant life" was gonna be hard. But this whole "prepping the family and placing us in line where we need to be in life and with… Continue reading God’s Specialty

2017, February 2017

February 2017

So this month has been..... a little "off". I know it is just one of those times that everything is just going to be hard. And that is the perfect way to describe this month so far... hard. It feels like nothing has been easy. Nothing has come smoothly and nothing has gone as planned.… Continue reading February 2017

2016

Monday. January 2nd 2017

Oh this boy... dialysis was poopy today. His blood pressure started off at 153/103 and then got down to 47/32. So he was fussy almost the entire 3 hours. Inconsolable. Days like today i wish mommy can just pick him up and walk out of this place. I picture myself carrying him in a hurry… Continue reading Monday. January 2nd 2017