2019

Get to the Light

There is light at the end of the tunnel. You can see it. It’s there. It’s just... the tunnel sucks!! This is the path less chosen. In fact, I don’t think anyone chooses to go through this darkness. But there are the chosen few. God knew what HE was doing when He made you. When… Continue reading Get to the Light

2018

PEACE

A year ago I wrote a post about Matthew's dialysis catheter. The anchor to the catheter detached itself and it NOTHING was holding his catheter in. Nothing but tape. TAPE!! TAPE was all that was holding in a catheter that was inside the arterial vein leading to my sons heard. It was a tough very… Continue reading PEACE

2018

Rejection

February 16, 2017 This was the first day we heard of the possibility and the reality of organ rejection. Matthew went in for his labs Friday and they came back very off. So off, that doctors have ordered a different medication, ultrasound and more labs in 4 days. When the doctor sat me down for… Continue reading Rejection

2016

I keep telling myself…

I keep telling myself that we are going to make it. That everything will be okay. I keep giving myself pep talks that this is just one thing. That this is just a "bump in the road". I keep telling myself that this isn't the life that I am supposed to be living. Not like… Continue reading I keep telling myself…

2017

God’s Specialty

​Ahhh. This one hit me hard right now. I cant stop crying. Lol. Jesus, you know what to say and when to say it. Ahh.  I thought the "after transplant life" was gonna be hard. But this whole "prepping the family and placing us in line where we need to be in life and with… Continue reading God’s Specialty