2018, blessed

#Momlife

I wanted to share a really REAL part of myself today. I think because I'm feeling some kind of way that I just need to vent and let it out. #Momlife... it's real thing. It's a real thing to literally lay in bed wide awake all night completely exhausted and just not be able to… Continue reading #Momlife

2017

Emotional Detachment

I am going to be brutally honest in this post because I think it's time. I can't seem to comprehend the reality of everything going on lately. I have been in Mama Bear Mode for so long, I have detached myself from feeling true emotion. From day one I have had to fight for Matthew… Continue reading Emotional Detachment

2017, March 2017

Have I done it all? 

I can't help but think this *ALL* THE* TIME!!!  ALL THE TIME.  Have I done enough?!?! It was three years ago on March 20th that we first learned about Matthew. That night I came home and Googled the heck out of every alien word I heard that morning. And I searched statistics. I searched survival… Continue reading Have I done it all?