2018

It will never get easier

It’s been 4 years and this day has never gotten easier to reminisce about. I remember hearing the alarms going off.. staff rushing in.. the Nurse Practitioner coming straight towards me and sitting me down sternly. The concern on the NICU nurses face.. she was looking at me and shaking her head as if saying,… Continue reading It will never get easier

2018

Jesus Wept.

In John 11, The death of Lazarus is told. Lazarus was Mary and Martha's brother who had fallen very sick. Lazarus died and Jesus went to him days after he had already been dead. Mary and Martha were mourning his death and had been sobbing upon Jesus' arrival. John 11:32-33 says: (32)"Then, when Mary came… Continue reading Jesus Wept.

2018

The Marathon

  This other Sunday, my Pastor, Pastor Tony Williams of Love of Christ Community Church, preached about how life is a marathon and we need to finish what we started. He said we can't be bystanders in life. We have to get into the fight. We already have the victory!! So let's live IN it.… Continue reading The Marathon

2018

The greatest moment I trusted God

I have written before about when I had to give my son back to God. Matthew was only three months old and nothing was working to keep him alive. The machines stopped working, his surgical incisions broke and burst, the dialysis catheter was not working, his lungs were slowly being filled with fluid and his… Continue reading The greatest moment I trusted God

2018

The NICU- Four Years Later

The NICU is a place of miracles. The NICU is a place of wonder. It is one of the most frightening places anyone can ever walk into. From beeping alarms, monitors sounding off and babies crying... every day is different. Every NICU experience is unique. There is not one story that is the same. When… Continue reading The NICU- Four Years Later