2017, april 2016

The Decision to Fight

April 2014... we made the decision to fight! We weren't going to listen to doctors or social workers or even family members and friends that said maybe we should just let "nature take its course"...We were guided into the direction of termination because IF our son even survives this pregnancy, he will be born with many… Continue reading The Decision to Fight

2017

APRIL 4TH 2014

  I bet you would have NO IDEA that my heart was shattered into a MILLION pieces in this picture, on this day, three years ago. Seeing the twins on ultrasound, knowing what was wrong with Matthew and hearing that neither would survive. (I have perfected my "fake" smile over the years. This was only… Continue reading APRIL 4TH 2014

2016, December 2016

26 Pounds 

Before Matthew was born, we were told that the magic number we need to pray for is 22. He needs to get to the minimum weight of 22 pounds to be eligible for a kidney transplant.It was highly unlikely that he would survive anything from pregnancy to NICU to after NICU... but we still had… Continue reading 26 Pounds