2019

Get to the Light

There is light at the end of the tunnel. You can see it. It’s there. It’s just... the tunnel sucks!! This is the path less chosen. In fact, I don’t think anyone chooses to go through this darkness. But there are the chosen few. God knew what HE was doing when He made you. When… Continue reading Get to the Light

2018

He came home 4 years ago…

In November 2014, I wrote about the day we brought our son home from the hospital for the first time. And although he had several... years worth... of hospital stays after this... but there is nothing like the FIRST TIME he ever came home!! I wrote two blog posts about it back in 2014. 143 days… Continue reading He came home 4 years ago…

2018

The NICU- Four Years Later

The NICU is a place of miracles. The NICU is a place of wonder. It is one of the most frightening places anyone can ever walk into. From beeping alarms, monitors sounding off and babies crying... every day is different. Every NICU experience is unique. There is not one story that is the same. When… Continue reading The NICU- Four Years Later

2018

Blessed.

Oh, how I am blessed.  December 2013- we found out we were pregnant. Having four girls, having an well established career, a great marriage, amazing church life, finances far exceeding what we planned... why not try for a boy?! Early March 2014- I was 15 weeks along. At our monthly OB appointment, we found out… Continue reading Blessed.

2016, JUNE 2016

June 13

One of my most memorable memories... two years ago today we were told for the final time in our pregnancy that "there's nothing we can do" to save Matthew. I remember being in shock. My heart had been broken for 3 months already in this pregnancy but I literally felt the pain of my brokenness… Continue reading June 13