2019

Dont take it personal

For years, I HAD to be in this isolation. My own little bubble. I relied on my faith to get me through the fight I was battling. For years, life felt like it was a battle of faith against reality. Reality was beating me down. It was mean. It was excruciatingly painful. It was annoying.… Continue reading Dont take it personal

2018

PEACE

A year ago I wrote a post about Matthew's dialysis catheter. The anchor to the catheter detached itself and it NOTHING was holding his catheter in. Nothing but tape. TAPE!! TAPE was all that was holding in a catheter that was inside the arterial vein leading to my sons heard. It was a tough very… Continue reading PEACE

2018

Rejection

February 16, 2017 This was the first day we heard of the possibility and the reality of organ rejection. Matthew went in for his labs Friday and they came back very off. So off, that doctors have ordered a different medication, ultrasound and more labs in 4 days. When the doctor sat me down for… Continue reading Rejection