2018

How did He allow this?

I'm reading the book by Lysa Terkeurst called It's Not Supposed To Be This Way   and literally FOUR pages into this book has already given me such validation and hope. She talks about the disappointments that we go through in life and how sometimes, when going through some of the hardest and most difficult… Continue reading How did He allow this?

2018

The Mask

Remove the mask... live your true self... someone  told me this and I just had to write about it. Because.... this is how I have been living my life. With a mask on. A smiley mask that makes me look like I am just getting through it all with a great attitude, no worry and… Continue reading The Mask

2018

Dealing With The Fall

Dealing with the fall.... We try so hard to "get over it" and we try so hard to "move on" and we try to do it FAST!!!! But one thing we don't do is actually deal with it all. In fact most of us, me included, actually DWELL in it. We don't deal with it,… Continue reading Dealing With The Fall

2018

The NICU- Four Years Later

The NICU is a place of miracles. The NICU is a place of wonder. It is one of the most frightening places anyone can ever walk into. From beeping alarms, monitors sounding off and babies crying... every day is different. Every NICU experience is unique. There is not one story that is the same. When… Continue reading The NICU- Four Years Later

2018

Blessed.

Oh, how I am blessed.  December 2013- we found out we were pregnant. Having four girls, having an well established career, a great marriage, amazing church life, finances far exceeding what we planned... why not try for a boy?! Early March 2014- I was 15 weeks along. At our monthly OB appointment, we found out… Continue reading Blessed.