2019

Get to the Light

There is light at the end of the tunnel. You can see it. It’s there. It’s just... the tunnel sucks!! This is the path less chosen. In fact, I don’t think anyone chooses to go through this darkness. But there are the chosen few. God knew what HE was doing when He made you. When… Continue reading Get to the Light

2016

The Week Before …

The week before transplant. The last 7 days have been some of the most intense and crazy day of this journey. I think over the last three years I have learned to manage and cope and deal with the stress of having a sick baby. I am emotionally detached. I hide my fear and stress… Continue reading The Week Before …

2017

God’s Specialty

​Ahhh. This one hit me hard right now. I cant stop crying. Lol. Jesus, you know what to say and when to say it. Ahh.  I thought the "after transplant life" was gonna be hard. But this whole "prepping the family and placing us in line where we need to be in life and with… Continue reading God’s Specialty

2017, april 2016

The Decision to Fight

April 2014... we made the decision to fight! We weren't going to listen to doctors or social workers or even family members and friends that said maybe we should just let "nature take its course"...We were guided into the direction of termination because IF our son even survives this pregnancy, he will be born with many… Continue reading The Decision to Fight

2017

Our big announcement 

The day we have been waiting for since I was pregnant with the twins is now coming true. We were told Matthew would not survive the pregnancy and he would most likely take Callia with him. We told doctors that, although grateful and confident in their God given skill, our faith was in God. HE… Continue reading Our big announcement