2019

I Fight… I’m a Fighter!

I fight. Because I'm a fighter. The last five years I have had to fight for the life that I have now. Exactly five years ago, I learned the full details of what was wrong with my son. I was shown test results, an ultrasound video, a diagram, research information and statistics of the severity… Continue reading I Fight… I’m a Fighter!

2019

getting through the miracle

"There are medical miracles. Being worshippers of the altar of science, we don't like to believe miracles exist. But they do. Things happen. We can't explain them, we can't control them, but they do happen. Miracles do happen in medicine. They happen everyday, just not always when we need them to happen. At the end… Continue reading getting through the miracle

2018

PTSD and the NICU

I have been seeing a few articles about PTSD and the NICU lately. I read only one of them because it is a topic that I am very familiar with and a topic I really don't like talking about. All of us moms who have gone through the NICU, no matter when we did, no… Continue reading PTSD and the NICU

2019

Get to the Light

There is light at the end of the tunnel. You can see it. It’s there. It’s just... the tunnel sucks!! This is the path less chosen. In fact, I don’t think anyone chooses to go through this darkness. But there are the chosen few. God knew what HE was doing when He made you. When… Continue reading Get to the Light

2018

Life will always be hard

I have read so many articles and Instagram posts and facebook posts about special needs moms and how they miss out on everything because of the "life they live". I have read posts from moms in similar positions and circumstances as me in private facebook groups and have read over comments giving advice about what… Continue reading Life will always be hard