2018

**side note 07-18-18

you know.... for a long time i didnt understand THE WHY... I didnt understand how God can allow us to go through some really tough times. And even now... life is not ideal. lol. (if you only knew) ... BUT... GOD!!! One piece I want to share with you real quick... cuz its in me… Continue reading **side note 07-18-18

2018

Who takes care of mommy?

I started this post about 2 or 3 wks ago when I was really sick. I had a really bad head cold, cough, bronchitis... it was nasty. And I was feeling really crappy about my life. I needed help with taking care of this kids but I literally had no one to help me. No… Continue reading Who takes care of mommy?

2018

Don’t look at me…

If God created me to be a leader, an example, a person that people turn to or go to for advice or encouragement.... why did He make it so hard for me to face people?? Why has He allowed this anxiety in me take over my life?? How am I supposed to do what He… Continue reading Don’t look at me…

2018

The Situation

God may not get us out of a situation, but He will give us the strength to get through it.  There is a situation in my life that I have been holding on to very silently. Something that, from what I have learned, a lot of people go through. It's crazy to hear similar stories from… Continue reading The Situation

2018

PEACE

A year ago I wrote a post about Matthew's dialysis catheter. The anchor to the catheter detached itself and it NOTHING was holding his catheter in. Nothing but tape. TAPE!! TAPE was all that was holding in a catheter that was inside the arterial vein leading to my sons heard. It was a tough very… Continue reading PEACE