2018

The Mask

Remove the mask... live your true self... someone  told me this and I just had to write about it. Because.... this is how I have been living my life. With a mask on. A smiley mask that makes me look like I am just getting through it all with a great attitude, no worry and… Continue reading The Mask

2018

Dealing With The Fall

Dealing with the fall.... We try so hard to "get over it" and we try so hard to "move on" and we try to do it FAST!!!! But one thing we don't do is actually deal with it all. In fact most of us, me included, actually DWELL in it. We don't deal with it,… Continue reading Dealing With The Fall

2018

**side note 07-18-18

you know.... for a long time i didnt understand THE WHY... I didnt understand how God can allow us to go through some really tough times. And even now... life is not ideal. lol. (if you only knew) ... BUT... GOD!!! One piece I want to share with you real quick... cuz its in me… Continue reading **side note 07-18-18

2018

Who takes care of mommy?

I started this post about 2 or 3 wks ago when I was really sick. I had a really bad head cold, cough, bronchitis... it was nasty. And I was feeling really crappy about my life. I needed help with taking care of this kids but I literally had no one to help me. No… Continue reading Who takes care of mommy?

2018

Don’t look at me…

If God created me to be a leader, an example, a person that people turn to or go to for advice or encouragement.... why did He make it so hard for me to face people?? Why has He allowed this anxiety in me take over my life?? How am I supposed to do what He… Continue reading Don’t look at me…