2018

Hope for the Best…

Doubt sucks!! Let's just be honest. Having any kind of doubt in anything or anybody just plain sucks!! Because you have hope in things and you have hope in people and circumstances... but there is always that small little crumb of doubt that sticks to the corner of your thoughts. One of my favorite quotes or sayings I used… Continue reading Hope for the Best…

2018

Living in God’s Grace

His Grace is sufficient for me.... that was something I always heard and would even find myself repeat back to someone else who needed to hear it. And we would both nod our heads and say AMEN and just believe that God's Grace will get us through whatever we needed to get through. We never questioned it.… Continue reading Living in God’s Grace

2018

The Mask

Remove the mask... live your true self... someone  told me this and I just had to write about it. Because.... this is how I have been living my life. With a mask on. A smiley mask that makes me look like I am just getting through it all with a great attitude, no worry and… Continue reading The Mask

2018

It will never get easier

It’s been 4 years and this day has never gotten easier to reminisce about. I remember hearing the alarms going off.. staff rushing in.. the Nurse Practitioner coming straight towards me and sitting me down sternly. The concern on the NICU nurses face.. she was looking at me and shaking her head as if saying,… Continue reading It will never get easier

2018

Jesus Wept.

In John 11, The death of Lazarus is told. Lazarus was Mary and Martha's brother who had fallen very sick. Lazarus died and Jesus went to him days after he had already been dead. Mary and Martha were mourning his death and had been sobbing upon Jesus' arrival. John 11:32-33 says: (32)"Then, when Mary came… Continue reading Jesus Wept.