2018

The Mask

Remove the mask... live your true self... someone  told me this and I just had to write about it. Because.... this is how I have been living my life. With a mask on. A smiley mask that makes me look like I am just getting through it all with a great attitude, no worry and… Continue reading The Mask

2018

Don’t look at me…

If God created me to be a leader, an example, a person that people turn to or go to for advice or encouragement.... why did He make it so hard for me to face people?? Why has He allowed this anxiety in me take over my life?? How am I supposed to do what He… Continue reading Don’t look at me…

2017

November 16

So much has happened in these past 4 years... its been kind of incredible. It has been a life I  NEVER thought or imagined we would be living. I can go on about the dream life I believed we would be living right now, but it would just be a waste of time. Because my… Continue reading November 16

2017

Unreal

So here is a question i am curious for other people to answer.... When the ONE THING you never thought would happen happens, how do you act? How do you compose yourself to react to evil, crazy, unimaginable things in a Godly manner?? There is so much going on that I wish I can just openly share… Continue reading Unreal

2017

At this point…

I keep wondering how much longer, can I do this... how much harder is this life gonna get... I don't understand some days and other days I have total clarity. I wonder if its just my emotional detachment that is trying to get put back together or if its my spiritual life holding and fighting… Continue reading At this point…